It's A Miracle

Salamalaykum! *Muka ceria finally diberi chance & masa utk update blog ni lagi*

Okay . Firstly, dena mintak maaf to ANYONE yang agak agak nak update apa cerita dena (ewah ewah konon konon la) ,tapi hambar sebab setiap kali bukak blog ni. KOSONG. Sorry, Have been so busy & bila pregnant ni tak menentu. Ye dok? K ke aku je. K sukahati. Anyways,I have A lot of things to be updated on this lovely blog (i've been missing you my bloggy blog!)Adalah tidak adil dena lagi kerap update twitter and instagram sahaja. Ampun. Kalau blog kena take time and bukak laptop , transfer gambar yadda yadda.

SO ! How am i doing? Well, will shorten this part. Last 2 weeks i was admitted AGAIN due to a very packed schedule and hi iium students gombak. We know that our classes are at different building kan. So basically i need to rush from this building to that building. climbed stairs over and over again and went back home at night and settle down the assignments presentations and all that. NORMAL LA. lagi lagi degree. So I had bleeding sikit and minor contraction (baby acah acah nak keluar) and it was too dangerous to continue my heavy activities and sooooo the doctor asked me to stop going to class and the lecturers were actually adviced me to drop the sem , bcs afraid that my carrymarks will be bad or just cukup cukup makan. I was in a very hard time. bleeding, worried , and thinking about extending the semester (mental breakdown kejap) but Alhamdulillah Allah gave me strength, support from family and du'a from best friends and friends (even though not everybody will be by your side waktu waktu mcmni) but enough said, thanks to those yang sentiasa mendoakan. Yes i have already dropped the sem and ada yang kata, sayang la ambik balik subject2 tu but i remember words from mak. Things happened. and BAB ILMU, IT WILL NEVER BE SOMETHING WASTEFUL. There's nothing to be worried about and regret. I too believe, everything happens for a reason. Maybe i will do better kan.who knows. And setiap ujian tu, mungkin ada org lagi teruk dari kita, soooo basically apa yg kita dpt tu semua Allah dah set, this is for us,that's for you.

*gambar on my instagram*

Mak kata , setiap sakit kesabaran ibu waktu mengandung & beranak, semua utk anak. wuwuwuw cinta sejatinya. oh my mak! ♥ Everyone will actually have different experience during pregnant. Ada yang takde problem sejak awal, ada yang teruk teruk sakitnya , ada yang time beranak baru sakit teruk. You know. Different people. Different test from HIM but bear in mind that every test we need to face, Allah knows that we can face it successfully. Patience tu sendiri A GIFT from him and I believe that what makes me much much stronger until today. PEACE. Alhamdulillah I'm feeling much better now. 7 MONTHS already= 31 weeks but still need to be careful, not too much activities . and I missed all my girl friends right now. SOBS

Faham tak keterujaan and how you feel like everything and time flies so fast! You've never imagined . And that's what Allah amazing kan. Unplanned= He knows best= Miracle. If my friends asked me (since i'm one of the earliest among them yang tetibe dah jadi wife, tetibe dah nak jd mak org. semalam br je cecite pasal dream wedding la apa semua haha ELEEE padahal korang pun pernah and masihhh elelele) ; what is it like to be a wife, to  pregnant la apa semua . I told them, lain orang lain. but even if you need to face so much pain pun. it's like love. Once bila dah rasa the good moments and all the good part, you don't even care pasal sakit ke apa. infact, mcm tak heran langsung pun. you'll know by yourself and you'll feel that it's worth it to face all those pain ke test ke to have one big miracle and gift in your life. Ala unexplainable. kena rasa sendiri.inshaaAllah dena doakan yang belum kahwin / anak ni inshaaAllah akan rasa satu hari nanti. AMEEEEEEN *sesungguh ni doa*

Since lepas stop pergi kelas baru have time to buy baby stuff, agak br terkedek jugak .
( Thank God ada kakak dan seorang doktor (dpt vitamin utk ibu mengandung senang senang sahaja hahaha) & kakak kakak ipar , so im pretty sure what i need to buy, what's good and what's not. inshaaAllah will do the review about the stuff (what you need to buy & apa yang so far baby stuff yg elok) next month mcm tu *padahal sbb nak rahsiakan gender lagi hahaha*) I've went to one baby world, one baby world kat depan giant permata tu best.besar and mcm mcm ada. ini my kakak kakak pun jgk yg bgtahu. easy peasy kacang pis!

after a week bed rest (3,4 weeks ago) , keluar jgk tp nasib baik ada lif. so i don't need to walk much.nanti kena setepek dengan doctor kang. ni pun my aunty dah marah ahaha but i convinced her, tak jalan sgt pun.  dlm kedai pun jalan slow slow .ehehehe time ni dah 28 weeks mcmtu and bila baru nak start beli barang. of course i would get sooo excited ! sampai habis terharu sebak sebak sbb rasa mcm i am still feeling like a kid and soon, i will have my own kid ! Lololol *pengsan bangun balik pengsan bangun balik k dah dena*

and went to baby expo yesterday and I REALLY REALLY RECOMMENDED TO ALL MOTHERS TO GO TO THIS EXPO WHENEVER THEY HAVE IT AGAIN. Ini review next month okay and inshaaAllah to those yang so curious nak tahu the gender. you'll know next month inshaaAllah and make sure get ready dengan present kay aunties aunties semua *baby suruh cakapkan* *INNOCENT FACE* LOL

And as I promised yg last 2 months eh?  I did a post wedding shoot ( sbb gambar time nikah too awkward gambar2 nya sbb i felt too strange sampai berpeluh nak menangis kena buat aksi manja padahal bfr kahwin nak senyum kat dia pun dena kedekut muahaha) So my senior a.k.a photographer offer a post wedding & alang alang maternity photoshoot. tapi more to post wedding la kot.

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Amazing shots kan! Thanks to Amirul my high school senior and the photographer and wan!

Check out amirularifphotography.blogspot.com or click HERE utk dapatkan perkhidmatan. 

InshaaAllah next update will be pasal my cousin's wedding. permintaan dia. hahhaah and don't ask me when. Doakan je lah as soon as possible . ahahaha Thanks for spending yr time on my blog.

p/s :  "Anyone whom Allah intends good, HE makes them to suffer from some affliction (test/pain)"

        -Riwayat Al-Bukhari

It takes some pain to have those wonderful miracle and gift. Allah is listening to you you and you! HE KNOWS, EVERY SINGLE THING (:

AND DON'T FORGET

 One of the easiest way ! selain ikram and saluran lain melalui bank ke apa. makesure the right saluran k. go go go !

LOVE, DENA