I'm guilty. I steal time to tell another story.

Hai Assalamualaikum!

Ya Allaaaah! kalau ada suara ni aku rasa aku akan jerit tau. Betapa aku sangat rindu nak update blog tapi selalu tak berkesempatan dan kalau berkesempatan pun aku taktahu nak cerita apa walaupun sebenarnya banyak benda boleh cerita. OK.

Sorry blog,sorry readers. (setiap sebulan baru hapdet kan dena! nyampah) Readers pun dah lemau bosan takde mende! So Alhamdulillah i managed to steal time sikit utk update blog disaat waktu sangat busy. I have finished my midterm and lagi sebulan nak final exam dah pun. Things get a lil bit busier nowadays lagi pulak lagi few days inshaAllah dengan izin Allah i am no longer miss. Eh few DAYS?! yes few days. *minum air tesembur*

God knows how nervous i am,actually. But everytime when people ask me, aku tak pulakr asa nervous. Dia nervous bila everytime aku duduk sorang, aku macam terfikir sendiri. Lagi pulak friends around you semua masih kanak kanak . Haha I still considered myself as kanak kanak lagi. So bila you're one of the earliest yang masih keanak anakan tapi nak get married. It's exciting yet , ok too excited! Sangat menterharukan.

If some of you've been wondering how's the preparation.Alhamdulillah, things are all under control and still struggling for classes and this wedding stuff. Btw, Aku nak cakap awal awal aku tak mampu nak ajak semua, Eventhough it's arranged marriage yet this amazing matter aku kena consider family and money jugak. Duit nak belajar,duit belanja,duit nak hidup lepas kahwin. Bukan kahwin dengan anak raja ye dak? So to everyone, Please pray for me. Jangan risau,i'll update cecepat pasal kahwin :P Sebab  aku tahu korang suka bab bab kahwin. Eh? and yang dah wish awal awal,Alhamdulillah thank you so much! Really touched :')

Talking about marriage. IT's somehow special tau bila you became one of the earliest yg nak kahwin. sebab you'll be treated sangat special. Contohnya.My friends a.k.a #BEBIGELS . Sorry for the name, benda ni from main main became melekat sampai ke harini. They made a 'surprise' konon utk bachelor party. the name je vavavoom. We just went to Fullhouse for lunch and talked and,stuff.

Thankyou so much girlfriends! sayang sangat! The foods ok lah sedap jugak,i prefer the western food lah kot :) and the place memang sangat serene. So pretty . I really had fun and really felt special . Yela because at this age you still want to be surrounded all the way by your friends. you know and to be honest, lagi dekat nak kahwin lagi you'll feel scared of losing friends la sebab lepasni you need to be with your husband. It just feelings. I know. I believe in Allah's plan. I believe in my friends. and you you you and you. basically this is just a short entry to update sikit kot about what i've been doing sebenarnya. Sorry for anything and pray for me pray for me. Phewh phewh.

May Allah ease everything. May Allah bless the wedding. May Allah bless people around me who have done so much for me and those who pray for me .

Marriage is not only about wearing good clothes, not about how sweet the wedding gonna be. It's about strengthen the relationship between two families or more, it's about sharing love and thought. It's about having someone who will always be by your side, it's about all the way you love each other and will be blessed by HIM. It's about having someone who makes you feel acceptable,loved, and needed and there, both person will be there for each other together to love forever here and in another world. It's about, 'the more you love and appreciate your Soulmate, the more you'll be blessed by the Lord.'

Have a nice everyone! xx Truly, Dena Bahrin